Cancelled.

Unforseen circumstances, the weekend trip is cancelled. :(

..moving on..

Almost 6 months I've abandon this blog. Loads of thinking to do, decisions to make, obstacles to manouver. Not to mention the miscarriage I went thru.I wanted to deny and think that everything will be okay. But when the blood test confirms it, I just felt like a part of me just died.

It didnt take that long to recover. Family and friends were around.And I wanted to move ahead. I am grateful with what I already have. But deep inside, I wish I was still carrying 'you' because than tomorrow it would be 31weeks...

But everything happens for a reason. Your sibling, made it thru.. Its already in its 11th week. Quite a long way to go.. but slowly and surely we hope to see a new addition to the family in November...

Lets pray, this pregnancy will go tru smoothly..

GoodBye.

Dear sweetheart.

We got the happy news on 11/10/2009 while mama was in the hospital. Your dad was in a daze but excited with the news.

I saw your heartbeat on 26/10/2009 . I smiled to myself when I saw ur tiny heartbeat on the screen. Mama was actually warded for the 3rd time.

October month was a stress month for me and your Abah. Mama decided to go for surgery on 30/10/2009.

Mama and Abah went to check on you on 9/11/2009 , but Mama sensed something is wrong . And that sense was confirmed went we couldn't find your heartbeat. My heart sank. Mama took blood test to confirm doctor's suspicion.

Came back to hospital 2 days after that. Went in the morning to give some blood sample and came back to the hospital in the afternoon. The blood test confirm that you are no longer growing inside my tummy. Mama didn't know what to feel there and then.

On 12/11/2009 , some spotting was seen.

On 13/11/2009, more blood came out and felt like a period.

On 14/11/2009, 3:00pm, Mama felt pain that was excrutiating and gave Abah the signal that Mama wants to go home. Mama went straight to the bathroom and sat there with the shower head running. 3:30pm, sweetie you came out at 8 weeks . Mama broke down and cried sayang...

Your Abah was there, and was strong for Mama.

We love you, Goodbye Love..

Buka Puasa Buffet.

I am never a fan of buffet sets on Ramadhan months. The buffet price are ridiculous at this time of the month plus, I could never eat a lot. If I do have to go to one its probably because of invitation.

But there is a buffet that I have been to for almost every year with my family which is....




Affordable, yummy and can belasah kambing and chicken tandoori as much as you can eat! :)

Puasa month is the month of moderation, if 'terpaksa' eat at expensive buffet sets than its okaylah. But if can elakkan, lagi terbaek right???

Happy Monday, peeps!!

- House of Pakeeza located @ Section 14

Congratulations.!

Yup. This beautiful Dr. is my SIL! Attended her convo @ I.M.U last week. Coincidentally it was also my dads birthday (we celebrated it on 1st of Ramadhan, heppy belated daddy!!)

It was fun to be the photographer for the day. Just that I should have brought the Hot Shoe Flash as well. The pictures doesn't give me a nice exposure that I want. Overall the pics turn out good but not great. Need to practice more for 'capture the moment' pictures.

On another happy note, I had the opportunity of my life! I was able to snap 2 Great figures of Malaysia. Tun Dr. Mahathir & Dr. Siti Hasmah. Banggaa!! All my life I had never met these 2 important figures. The 4th and famous PM. O-M-G!





My SIL was given the opportunity by the University to give a speech on behalf of the students. It was a great and heartfelt speech (my tears rolled down), I'm sure your course mates and friends appreciate it adeque. In another 10 years time, they would look back and remember those kinds words you have said.

Anyhow, Congratulations to adeque. I am so proud of you... We all are...

Enjoy your holiday!! (selagi bolehsss)

Our 3rd Year of Solemnization...

17.06.06

Its been 3 years. How time flies. I felt like it was just yesterday , I was accompanying a friend to see her than boyfriend at the futsal hall. Mind you, my hubby didn't even want to come near me at first. Agak sombonglah jugak. He thought, I was a gal from some upper snobbish neighborhood he despised. Boy, was he wrong. Tapi, jodoh tak kemana. Right , abang.?

Right after I saw him at the futsal hall in Oct '05, I saw him again at KL.CC and O.U during fasting month. During that time we still have yet to be formally introduced and so I did not bother to say hello to him. Hari Raya '05 , I invited my friends boyfriend (now hubby) and his friends over. Hubby, was one of them offcourse. I think , that day was the day our path has finally crossed to be with each other.

We only new each other for only 2 months. Things got into a warp speed after that. We knew deep inside we just wanted to be together. We are lucky that we got the parents blessings. We got engaged in March '06 for 3 months and the rest was history...........

After 3 years, we are still learning alot from each other. I love him to bits, eventhough at times I don't show it much but deep inside I thank god everyday .

We both are blessed with our first born Reyza Khan which strenghten our bond to each other.

Abang, you are the best ever decision I ever made in my entirely life. Hope you take care of me ,Reyza and our future kids to come till end of time...............

Flying High~

School kids have been enjoying their holidays for the past 1 week. And for the past 1week, I have been seing kites flying high everyday after I come back from work.The sky looks gorgeous every evening.

I was very itchy to snap some pictures , so last Saturday, we went to a park nearby to join in the current craze of Kota Damansara. We already bought our kite2 weeks ago but couldnt find the time to play with it. Since, it was a beautiful Saturday afternoon, we all went out to get some fresh air and join in the crowd!

Overall, we had a great time so did my son who had a great time by running around like nobody's business. Penat nak mengejar. How was your weekend?

I want?

Me and hubbs have been looking around for a landed property. It is too early for us to purchase another property (we bought a condo in Dec '07). However, with 3 adults plus an active kid in the house, we thought the best is to buy a landed one.(Since renting a property will pretty much a crazy idea).

I've fallen in love with this house and the area. It has a huge living hall upstairs, moderate kitchen space, gated area and 2 Playgrounds (con - masterbedroom bathroom is super small!)Plus, it fits our budget really well! Its nearby both our parents and my siblings. We're praying hard that we could get any house in the this area within our budgeted price. I want! We want! If we don't get it, bukanlah rezeki kami. But if we do... Alhamdulillah.